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I never really had a good life, all i wanted is a GOOD smile so at least i'd have something in my life that makes me happy, cuz im really depressed now.... ugh.. :(

Amberroseard started this conversation

Dude, i am sooooo serious.... even as im typing this right now just looking at my picture you dont see teeth showin.. do you? its because my teeth are hideous... all i want is a beautiful confident smile.. nothin more... but i cant get it because my parents never "grew up" and got a job.. i mean its not "that" hard i mean c'mon its not that hard to AT LEAST use a lil leg muscle to step inside of mCdonalds.. ugh.. i'd NEVER let my child (if i had one) live in misery, because of me and my choices i'd get my lazy ass up and make something of my self... i mean i k no this isnt the most "decent" thing but if "i" didnt graduate, or dropped out, or didnt go to college etc,,...etc.. id at least be a stripper to give my child what she wanted... but where talking about my teeth here so let me get back on track... yea... im so very depressed, and i see all the kids my age with braces.. (alot of kids have wealthy parents, ok?.) and theres me.. i mean im not fussin bout wealthy part. toooo much im just sayin more a less my ugly hideous teeth, i mean one of the most hurtful times was when i went to BatonRouge,Louisiana to go for an acting audition.. they told me to smile wrote down "something".. and then said "NEXT!". That ruined me , even though i knew i didnt have that "toddler tiara smile".... but life goes on deppresingly until then........ im amber... with a messed up set of teeth and no money and no life.. :(

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Amberroseard
 in response to chrysta1114...   thanks you very much, i wish you the best and brightest future that your soon to be gorgeous teeth can lightup ! :)
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chrysta1114
your very pretty not smiling. and I know how its is.I just started getting my dental work done. I have no teeth now but there is a smile in my near future. and I hope there is one in your future.
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ekikaseven
 in response to Amberroseard...   I wish you the best
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Amberroseard
 in response to ekikaseven...   thank you VERY much you really helped me out with the job issue.. ill try that. =)
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ekikaseven
Contact the Department of Labor in your state.
In alot of states, kids can get a work permit so they can get a job at age 15.
When I was 15, I helped out a neighbor lady with cleaning her house. I don't know your living area. But, a good way to start is to ask people in the neighborhood if they could use some help cleaning or babysitting.
That way you could start saving monies to make your dream come true.
Best wishes
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Amberroseard
 in response to Liveituprhody...   but i will STILL be ashamed of my teeth UNTIL THEY'RE FIXED .. sorry to say. but just like you cant really help your disorder in a way it is the same with the ashamness of my teeth KINDA CANT HELP THAT! ... i wish i could though..........
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Amberroseard
 in response to Liveituprhody...   well, nice to see that your ALSO not what i thought you were.. *bitch* lol. well i understand where your coming from now.. well if you have a facebook, look me up, ill accept you. we'll talk more, i suppose? thanks lol your flattering, i didnt mean to come off like that COMPLETELY esspecially now since i see where your coming from. i can get fighsty when i need too. as you seen. but anyways. lol hit me up ttyl :)
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Liveliferhody
 in response to Amberroseard...   

I did not look at your profile to see your age...I am new to this website...not even 24 hours yet. Please do not talk to someone like that...you don't know my/others stability. I understand now that you are 15 now and that was a tough age for me anyways. When I was 15 yes I had braces which my parents did pay for. I was fortunate. I also was getting pummled by that same mother. I had a raging eating disorder which my parents didnt know/care about and was thrilled bc it allowed me to starve myself. I started taking adderall at your age because a girl in my spanish class would get a 10mg tab after lunch and just didn't want to take it. My grades shot up and it supported the not eating diet I was so fond of. I started buying the entire bottle off of her. I am now on 180mg a day. Without it I can't function. Looking at your picture I assumed you were atleast 18..You look older which I am sure you hear a lot. You are beautiful...don't be ashamed of your teeth girl. People that age are cruel. I am sorry I responded to you. I will be more careful when I respond to others. I did not know this website had profiles...I went right to discussion board. Since youre a good looking 15 year old w/ one sweet rack, that message does not apply to you. CLEARLY I was mistaken and I am sorry about that! Smile, fuck everyone else. Get through HS, ignore any remarks if they should come your way by bratty little skanks who are pissed thier bfs are checking you out..they will take low blows, atleast they did in my HS. Anything to get a reaction out of you. I dont know if this applies but if it does try not to get upset. They have an ugly heart and anything ugly about them will just get uglier. you my dear, you will get hotter. total smoke show. HS reunion they will be speechless  :)

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Amberroseard
 in response to Liveituprhody...   whoah! wait wait wait .... FIRST of all what i can do to make MYself happy is to get my teeth straightened OBVIOUSLY AND, i didnt need the ATTITUDE "babe" second of all im not old enough to get a fucking job "ok".or i WOULD have already gotten one OK?!! .. so dont act like you know me like that cuz you SHO AS HELL DONT!!!!!!!.... im not pointing fingers, and "blaming" people im giving the honest to god truth REASON why i dont have straight teeth "hun", so what makes you think "i" could fix it huh, what, you think i can just wave a magic wand and BOOM im happy HELL TO THE NAWW this is NOT disney world, ok? its reality, so lets get that straight right nah.. bitch you have NO clue how long ive been trying to get a job, but everyone said i was too young, so get the fuck!... and i AM "actively" working towards my dream so dont come with me with that BULL SHIT sayin im NOT.. ha! your real cute you know that.. changing my future? i dont need to change my future. my future needs to get here so i can get a job.... cuz im too young ONCE AGAIN.. if you didnt understand that...thanks for the beautiful comment, and obviously the only changes i want and need to MAKE me happy is GETTING the braces, DUH, well my mother COULD have done all that, because shes AT LEAST old enugh, ok?? but WHAT THE FUCK EVER!!!! u did not help at all.. you just pissed me the FUCK OFF! *deucebag*
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Liveliferhody
Amber, I am sorry you are so sad about your teeth but what can YOU do to make yourself happy? Has blaming them for not providing you with braces actively make a difference towards your goal of straight teeth? No, still nothing has been done. What has been achieved is continuous complaining and pointing fingers at others for something that you could fix. Why don't you walk into a mcdonalds or get on that pole and earn the money you need to get braces? Actively work towards your dream. It may not just fall on your lap, although I too wish they did. You have to work towards changing the future for you can not change the past. Control of your life is now in your hands babe. I know you can do it because you want it so badly. Your hard work will pay off. I think you are beautiful but if you are not happy then you have to make changes. I am not saying become a stripperlike you said your mother could have done for you to aid in the funding of straightening your teeth. However, you would get quick money. Best of luck fik
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